I have received literally thousands of email regarding the Web page for The Millennial Dispensation and my discourses and communiqués here and on numerous other forums. The following is but sampling of what all but a couple people have written:

 “Finally, it’s about time the truth be known!”

 “You are saying God is finally telling people what I’ve known in my heart for years? Glory hallelujah!

 “I wish someone would have told me this before I got a girl pregnant to prove my manhood ruining my life and that of my wife.”

 “Bless you and thanks for taking all the heat, arrows and verbal assaults because of bringing the truth to light.”

 “Thank you, may God bless you and the message you bring. A forerunner of great things to come!”

 I stand exactly where you stand on this issue. I am not homosexual, but I am frustrated by the constant  social demoralizations (sic) of gays and their personal lifestyles. Although I do not consider myself a Christian, I discourage the use of the Bible to hunt down so called sinners and demoralize them....with the world slowly losing religion to a still ignorant science, "witch hunts" do nothing to gain popular support. Not only do gays fear the churches, but gay sympathizers also are turned away. Perhaps now more people will move closer to accepting our
 homosexual neighbors as fellow humans.

 Again I thank you for your deeds. To put that kind of money -- Re: The $1,000,000 Challenge -- on the line must have received the attention of many people, and to have those people watch as your targets are dumbfounded will truly awaken the people to a corrupting system of churches.

 One man even wrote, “I’m happily married and have four sons and daughters I wouldn’t give up. However, if I could have dreamt this were possible before I got married, I don’t know that I wouldn’t have still gotten married but it would have been for the right reason. I would have felt better about myself and been
 able to discuss my feelings more openly with my wife and family. It turns out Winston Churchill was right! "The only thing we have to fear is nothing to fear but fear itself!”

 I’ve been an actor all my teen age adolescent and adult life. At first it was a chance to be someone else and not be made fun of or beat up. I hated myself and had no friends!

 My father and mother used to scold me about being such a pansy, telling me I should work out, play football and fight back! I got no sympathy from them. I hated then for years. Now I just pity them!

 When I was a kid, other boys used to call me sissy and beat me up as if it made them more manly for three and four boys to pick on someone who wouldn’t, couldn’t and was smart enough not to fight back. Their beatings hurt but their names and insults tore me apart inside! I didn’t understand why they called me a “homo” or a “faggot,” but they all pointed me in the direction I was to go.

 Then I guess, I blossomed like a sweet, fragrant rose among the thorns or fragrant cactus flower amidst the dry desert of desolation. People said I was beautiful! In my late teens and early twenties, I was very much in demand. It was hard to keep my head screwed on straight because all the girls just wanted me to share with them what was between my legs. It was easy to refuse then and their falling all over me by make them think I respected them too much to use them for my pleasure. Some woman, well known actresses, didn’t want and insisted on not being respected! What could I do without telling them what I
 really wanted! But that wasn’t enough. She wanted me and it all the time. She wanted marriage!

 She was sought after and swooned by all but marriage to her made me wish I were dead! I met another actor, also married, with whom life had some meaning once again. Now I read your communiqués and discourses on various Internet forums and I am rejuvenated and happy I am who I am and happy to be alive! God speed and more power to you. I now feel that God truly care about everyone! Thank you for the message of hope and love!

 I am no longer alone in a world of hate! There are thousands of us!

 I will tell you my name and so you don’t think this is a hoax. If you watch me, from time to time, I will do things that will confirm this letter for you.... You can use anything you like, only please don’t use my name for now!

 What you write, must be true because it has given you the courage and strength to stand up against all those who revile and hurdle insults your way. I know I could never hold up under the kind of abuse you take from people. Bless you and thanks!

 You have restored my faith and belief in God and that He does care about each and everyone of us!

 Where was this God years ago when I was ridiculed, beat up and thrown stones at because I didn’t act like other boys. Years later, after one of the really hateful boys got married and divorced so many times it made me dizzy, and he and I became friends and lovers, I learned it wasn’t the kids. Most of them were doing the things they were falsely accusing me of doing. Their impetus was their parents!

 Thanks. I know now that God doesn’t hate me, just my fellowman!

 For God so loved the world that He gave His only begotten Son and now He has given us you! Praise God and glory be to God in the Highest!

 Thanks! You have given me the courage to search the scriptures once again! Before, all my ministers portrayed God as some mean, sadistic, ogre. They forced me into Satanism to counter their “religious hatred.” But since I found your web site, I now know the truth, have forsaken Satanism and want to give me life to Christ and teach His truths to all!

 I’m heterosexual and Jewish. I have yet to find anything in the Law that prohibits homosexuality. Prohibitions and taboos stem only from social prejudices that had nothing to do with God! Written commentary point out that homophobia and prejudice against homosexuality began to surface in about the 3rd century B.C. Even then, it didn’t really take hold until about the 19th century when the Christian community started interpreting Judaism for the Jews and telling us what we believed in!

 Damn!  It is so nice to read something from someone that isn't reactionary or
 ignorant.  I'll be readin (sic) your posts from now on.

Even though we've had a few problems, I still agree with what you just said.

Dogs and other animals playfully engage in what we would call homosexual activity, but if two humans of the same sex were to do the same in public, they would be ridiculed. The fact is that the Bible isn't against homosexuality unlike popular belief. I'm just glad your still trying to turn people's minds to the truth David. After all, that's what this place is for.

If I understood your message right, you believe that every has the right to choose and that as Christians we do not have the right to judge, but just try to teach and inform. AMEN!! You send an awesome message!! Your forwardness is awesome and I think it's great that you're trying to reach others through all means. Continue inform all you can and many will be reached.

I want to thank you, your messages are giving hope to me and millions of others like me! We love our wives and children and love the close companionship, comradery and emotional support of who believe “brotherly love” as practiced in Israel anciently is not wrong.

My husband divorced me and took my children away from me because I admitted I was lesbian and 5 years ago, after he cheated on me and the family with another woman, I slept with another woman. But he is a serial adulterer! I forgave him and because of the children, was willing to stay in the marriage which was not very fulfilling emotionally and sexually. Now, he has thrown me out! He’s got my children and our house but I have nothing, not even alimony. Damn I hate the Mormon Church and their insistence on male supremacy!

I was relatively happily married for 30 years and raised four girls and two boys with my wife. My wife died three years ago and I couldn’t stand going back into the dating game. I’m not attacked to older women. I realized I wasn’t even physically excited by my wife but I loved  her and went through the motions. I recently met a man half my age and we hit it off great! I feel like a teenager again excited to see him.  I realize now, I’ve been suppressing my desires. How can the  Christian Coalition condemn me? I was loyal and faithful to me wife and raised six kids! Who are they to condemn me! Didn’t Christ something about, “don’t condemn others and I won’t condemn you?”

I’ve been married, raise three children, built successful companies, hired thousands of employees and held political office. Four years, I realized that all these years, I’ve been running from the fact that I am gay or as you say gai. I met someone who rejuvenated my vest for life. In a desire for honesty, I told my wife. She was outraged. She divorced me. The kids are grown so that is no problem. I just wish A......... would have read your web site and experienced the love and non-judgmental tolerance of Christ. We still might be married!

I’m relatively happily married, if you can called repressing and suppressing an important aspect of your identity happiness. I know that I’ve been gay all my life but I’ve never done anything with another male. Lately, that's all I been able to think about! People I've talked to about this ask me how I know I’m gay! How does anyone knows he or she loves another?

How do I make people realize that I’m the same person they’ve always known?
 
 

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